Sister Agnes Louise explained, “Miguel, what you said is true. Do not worry, for such moments of cognisance will only be present when we have our lessons. While you will remember what you learned, you will feel like a little boy, a brilliant little boy. As time passes, you will increasingly love Anna Marie and know that you and she are one but two in expression. Now, you feel she is your spiritual mother. Later, you shall feel that you are her husband.
“This Immaculate Fertilisation contained a Divine State of Being. It would pattern itself to agree with all future Sacred Images created by conscious creatures throughout the universe. Allowing such creatures to experience the first emanation objectively. As the Divine State of Being possesses gender, it is both Male and Female. They are the First Ones, the early Awakened Beings of the Original Church experienced God in deep contemplation as Holy Father or Mother. They later discovered that the experienced God is Holy Mother and Father, One in Essence and two in expression.
Gabriel provided a good analogy when he wrote, “To fully understand the Unfathomable Nature of Brahman, the Completely Full Emptiness, imagine a golden coin with two different mandalas, one on each face. This coin has an extension in two dimensions of space and a collapsed third dimension, infinitesimally thin. In simpler terms, no observable thickness.
“If one moves about the coin in three-space, we perceive only one side at a time. From our perspective, Brahman appears to possess two sides, two natures or genders. However, from the Inner Perspective of Brahman, the two sides are always together and never separated. All that is necessary to manifest the First Emanation is for Brahman to provide the most negligible thickness between its complementary faces, as large as Planck’s length. We call this the Immaculate Fertilisation of Hidden Holy Mother.
“Our Holy Parents realised it would be impossible to incarnate directly into physical bodies. They needed to create an aphysical energy that resonated equally with themselves and the material world. Such energy would endow creatures with self-awareness and a connection between themselves and the Holy Ones. Therefore, the Holy Parents joined to give birth to the Holy Son and Holy Daughter, Lord Christ, and Lady Ariel.
“The outcome of this Divine Mating is the Creation of a Perfect Nuclear Family, a Holy Tetrad stemming from the Divine Essence of the Unfathomable Source, which manifests in Creation as a Divine Tetrad. A Family that can Work directly with all conscious creatures to be deified, one individual at a time.
“This is why the earthly family is a sacred community, for it reflects the Holy Family in the hearts and minds of humanity. Sadly, people have never really appreciated this,” finished Sister Agnes Louise.
Sister Anna Marie asked, “Is this all from Gabriel’s Codex? It is so different from what the Churches teach. Why did he not tell Mark, Matthew, and Luke? I guess the story of Lord Jesus’ life is not like that disclosed in the Synoptic Gospels, right?”
Sister Agnes Louise replied, “You are absolutely right. Sometimes, the Masters hold back the full truth until the system is ready.”
“Sister Agnes Louise, does Gabriel have a heavenly wife who loves him and whom he loves? I hope so, for I wish everyone could be like Anna Marie and myself but of the same ages,” I asked?
“Yes, he does, and her name is Ariel. He loves her as much as you love Anna Marie. But it is not so common, I am afraid.”
“Sister Agnes Louise, I love you too, in case you were wondering. I will ask the Holy Father to ensure you have an eternal partner after being a nun. I am His helper, you know,” I blurted out.
Sister Agnes Louise bent over and hugged me, “You truly are a helper of Holy Father, as we are helpers of Holy Mother.”
Sister Anna Marie saw that Sister Agnes Louise was a little tired and excused us to return home.
After we completed some of our chores and had dinner, it was time for prayer and then off to our bath.
But tonight, Sister Anna Marie was not as talkative as usual. She seemed very sad when we faced each other in the bath.
I asked, “Mummy, why are you so sad? It makes me sad when you are sad.”
Sister Anna Marie answered, “My precious Child, I am sad because my father hated and abandoned me. I thought I was relieved of those bad times but I was mistaken. I wanted his acceptance and love very much. But I try not to think about it most days, for I only want to love my darling Child.”
I placed my arms around her neck and whispered into her right ear, “I love you, Sister Anna Marie. Do you remember Sister Agnes Louise telling us we have been together on Earth many times? Don’t you remember, Mummy?”
Sister Anna Marie replied quietly, “Yes, Love, I remember.”
“Gabriel says that one’s real father or mother is not the physical vehicle that bears us, though sometimes it is? And since you are my real mummy, I must be your real daddy, for the perfection of love by the two soul halves is most important.’”
Sister Anna Marie smiled, “So, if I am your true mummy, sister, and wife, then you must be my true father, brother, and husband. I know what we can do, let’s finish our bath and go to bed, and we can play a game that you are my real father and love me more than anyone else. We will create a new childhood for me, in which we are happy and together. OK?”
I smiled, “OK, Mummy.”
After our nightly bath, we went to our bedroom, and Sister Anna Marie said, “Miguel, I want you to sit at the headboard of the bed, and I will rest my head in your lap like I was your baby. You can stroke my hair and sing one of our songs. It will take a while for us to substitute our imaginary childhood for my sad one. I know it will work. Imagining that I am the baby and you are the adult will bond us closer.
So, I stroked her hair and imagined being a daddy.
I told her, “Daddy loves his baby girl, his Anna Marie. Daddy is proud of her.”
Sister Anna Marie started to cry softly, “Daddy, there you are.”
So, Sister Anna Marie and I acted out a childhood where I grew up as her daddy. We pretended many things, and Sister Anna Marie slowly brightened and was her old happy self in a few weeks.
At the end of our physical life, the only commodity of any eternal value is the intensity and quality of our love for others. Love is best known by our conscious actions.
I am sharing my life’s parable to show that all spiritual study wastes time if not reflected in your mundane life. Your daily life is where the compassionate and generous urges of the God of your Heart and Realisation will be performed. You do not love your God unless you do your best to love the least of those in unfortunate circumstances. Yes, we all need Grace, but Grace without good works is hollow indeed.
I tell you of the innocent and pure love I found as a young child, as I hope my story touches your heart and opens the closed channel connecting us to the Noble Organ.
I have been associated with many occult and mystical groups. During this time, I have learned the most important lesson, the most significant and moral, coming from the earliest times. If you cannot love your neighbour MORE than your own Ego, you must try harder. The Holy Family returns as prophets, teachers, and guides have learned to love as taught by Lord Jesus and Lord Krishna.
So do not waste this incarnation. I beg all of you.